Urg but yay?

I am so pissed off. I was supposed to go to the Down with Webster and Marianas Trench concert tonight but no my parents had to ruin it. Screw them. Oh and Megans mom is the reason she was all like "no." and my mom was gonna let me go until mary said no and then my mom decided no. So screw mary most of all. I hate them all. If they don't let us hang out I swear to god. AND omg my ilke perfect day yesterday went to shit. SG won't text me and A tried Duncan too and loved him apparently-
WOAH OKAY MY MOM JUST CALLED MARY AND TALKED TO HER AND WE'RE GOING TO THE CONCERT!!!! YAY! haha, okay so back to Duncan and A- and so apparently A was crying cause she knew i loved duncan too and like knew we could place a higher bid. But like i texted her and said like blah blah yaddy yadda blah you should have him blah yaddy blah blah blah but idk... I think she like took it that I'm still not interested in duncan but i still really love him and want him. But she's like one of my best friends and i don't want crap to get weird between us. And i know i would be jealous if she bought him so idk what to do :( I need to figure it outtt HELP! Yeah and SG is a jerk off I'm like trying to be over it but idk urggggg the only things that matter are screwed up :( (Horses and boys) URG. Like actually, GOD you there bro? Cause i need help and you've kinda always been a jerk to me in the past :( SMD.



-M